So I think my body really shut down last night. I got home from work around 9, and didn't want to do anything. I literally was sitting at my computer, my eyes twitching and drooping. It was pretty rough and not enjoyable. So I slept. I slept until about 8 this morning, thinking that 11 hours of sleep would make me feel better, alas it did not. I woke up barely able to move, just feeling like I was frozen in my bed. Not frozen cold, but moving at all felt as though I was climbing this insurmountable mountain (wow, that sounds so cliche.) I think it was my body basically saying "times up - time to relax." So I did, I slept most of the day - caught up on a few things around the house - I think it should be okay. I've put in to not work the mornings at the Arts Club anymore - so that I'll at least have some sleep in time on Saturday & Sunday mornings. Yes, there's the people who say you have to get up and at 'em - I am not one of those people. I am sometimes, but I enjoy a good sleep in now and then.
It's 6:32 and already the masses are congregating on the beach. Two years ago I went with Christina to the fireworks - it was good times. I went last year a couple times... but this year I just have no desire to go down there, I may wander down - or perhaps I will get a text from someone asking if I want to go - I do feel better now though, so maybe.
I deleted a ton of people off facebook the other day - many reasons, I may have written about this already - but I did. One tried to add me again today - I am not sure if I will add her back at all. Some stuff happened and I got really hurt and I am just - not sure I need to welcome that back into my life so soon.
Soooooo melodramatic.
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