Reset Button

There are times when I just figure I've reached the end of this level and it's hopeless, so perhaps hitting the reset button would be the way to go.

I effed up aspects of my life - and I think it's time to move on. I look around at the incredible, amazing friends I have and how their lives are going. They are happy. I want to be happy. I want to smile the way I used to be able to, but I know that's not going to be possible for me. Maybe one day - but no where in the near future. 

Perhaps the reset button is out there - I can hope, right?